So yeah.
This feeling sucks.
Leaving for a country that's not only struggling with economic suicide for the good part of a century but also known for its friendly extremist population. Life's good people. Guess what Joey said was right after all. When you're in the army, God will sieve through all your planned activities, compile them all together and then make them all go away. Sigh.. .
But you know i still love you man.
God is awesome!... thats right...no need for lightning bolts...
God rules.
I had a beautiful morning today.
Yep.
For the first time in over 10 days it was 8am and i was asleep. Blissful. Yeah. Then i got a call from Herbie. Sobbing and all she recalled how her plans to attend the N2RC play this morning was thrashed because of her family house-warming. So yeah.. .
I went from dead asleep to pacing my room in like 3 seconds when i heard her voice.
So the whole day was spent coaxing Parmes out of her guilt trip. She had this impression that everybody hated her because she had let them down. Dumb girl. They Still hate you anyways. Why do you think they always send ME to hang out with you?
Ha!
Think about it.
But seriously Herbie, forget about today. Forget about what happend today morning. Forget about what happened today afternoon. Just forget everything that happened at home. You've got a new house, a new room. New everthing. Time to start afresh. Take it as an early birthday gift. Some things in life are just not worth your tears, girl. Hope you realize that.
Sorry again, for not being around for your birthday. Its a little early but here goes.
Happy Birthday Herbie.May all your wishes come true and blessings come through.
Always remeber there will always be people who care for you.
Even when you're cold, lonely, sad, grouchy, angry, bitchy, old, grumpy. Even when you think you're the only one out there.
You'll always be loved.
...
In any other situation i'd be saying " this is so gay"
But this is different.
HA!
