Ok i know the Show's been a little cold the pst week or so.
Haven't had the mood to blog much since Renu left for Canada.
It was a sad goodbye, but she's coming back for the holidays and ultimately after her Degree.
So yeah,
We love you girl, take care and NO ALCOHOL!
Speaking of drinking.. .
The whole drinking dilemma hasbeen mind-humping me the past month or so.. .
I had a pretty good heart to heart talk with Vims and my Bro.
Here's their argument as to why i don't have to give up drinking.. .
- I have never caused anyone any harm.
- My family has not been affected, neither have my friends.
- I'm doing pretty good at school, so my studies are not affected.
- I generally refrain from alcohol whenever i can.
- I only drink when im with close friends, never used drinking as an ice-breaker.
- I never drink around ladies and i'm honest about my habbit with them.
So that was their argument.
Here's mine.
- My dad
I know.. .
Pretty lame excuse.
But i can't block it off.
At the risk of sounding cheesy and dramatic.. .
I love this guy.
He's my life.
Everything i want to be.
My Dad never expected anything from me.
Even when i screw up in life, he's always there to laugh at me and pull be back up.
What reason in the world would i have to do anything to upset him?
See thats the thing about my Dad.
He doesn't get angry..
If he finds out that his son is doing that same thing that killed his dad and ruined his brother..
It'll just crush him..
I can't live with that.
So you see my problem.
I guess the decison ultimately lies with me.
As always.
Maybe.
Just maybe.. .
I'll ask my dad.
