No, the show's not entirely dead yet.. .
Its just been so hard to update what with NS and all.
I mean i know this dosen't apply to all those 9-to-5 clerk fuckers.. .
..but when you get posted to a unit like mine you really, pretty much, completely sign yourself up for social isolation.
We're almost always in the freakin jungle.. .
I mean its not like you can close off the freakin PIE for us to be able to play with some hardware can you?
ha.
Makes sense?
Funny thing is it dosen't to some people.. .
Some people just don't understand that love and friendship is NOT measured by distance and absence.
See the thing is that a very close friend is apparently upset with me because she claims that i've been "ditching" her and our group of friends for some time.
Yeah "ditching".. .
Apparently i've not spent time time with her and the group.
Which is entirely true.
Absolutely.. .
..and i know it.
I'm not thrilled by it.
...but i know it.
I can't DO anything about it though.
My life is such.
I have community projects to rush on the weekends.
The Cinderella production is flowing beautifully..
Saras and gang need the support and help that i promised them.
Its NOT easy to pull off a production like this ok.. .
Saras still stuns me with her determination and dedication.
Work is a bitch.
I was in Gedung for and exercise all of last week.
This week we have the AHM Race expo.
I've been doing 16 hour shifts for the past 3 days.
The worst is to come in the next 14 days.
My weekends will be burned.
So yeah.. .
Not all sunshine and daisies.
I'm not bitching and moaning here.. .
..all this was not really an issue when my friend(s) was still smiling from behind me.Now that she's acting like a freakin child.. .
So yeah.. .
Here's to you girl.
I love you to bits and you know that.
Don't throw it all away for stupid reasons like the ones you mentioned.
Remember.
I kinda miss you more.
So do us a favour and smile.
