Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Heartstrings

Give me.


Silence and solitude.
A world without war.
A spirit that never dies.
A heart without secrets.

Relationships that never strain.
Tears of joy.
Words that never hurt.
Maturity without age.

A storm without thunder.
Lust that dosen't kill.
Unconditional love.
A bed of roses.

Eyes that sleep on their own.
Feilds of spring.
The song of the ravens.
The language of the birds.

The sandy shores of a river.
Green hills to roll over.
Blue sea to float away.
To live a day in the alps.

Rest on the moon.
Stars in my palms.
Sleep without sorrow.
Dreams of me sleeping.

Sunshine throughout the world.
To breath life into a flower.
Mankind to be linked by one faith.
Religion that smiles at denial.

Rain on earth.
A river that connects.
A full moon everyday.
Heaven on earth.

Friendship that never forgets.
Poems in flames.
Wisdom without hurt.
The desire for nothing.

The freedom of the wind.
The wings of an angel.
Rain on my parade.
Waves within my soles.

To live a day in a blossom.
The whispers of the weather.
Memories with scent.
Smiles with sugar.

Swimming in space.
Flying to darkness.
To fall like a shadow.
To cry like the rain

A sun in a snowflake
A snowflake from the sun.
The courage of my ancestors.
The ink of history.

The words of a poet.
The remains of a language.
The music of the heavens.
The songs of God.

The fruits of my labour.
People to share my fruits with.
The essence of water.
The tolerance of grass.

The strength of nature.
A heart that survives storms.
A mind that ignores insults.
A soul that forgives and forgets.

Authority that never gives.
A spirit that listens to me.
Eyes that see purity.
A rush that i control.

Legs that cross time.
Small losses.
Wounds that heal fast.
Faces witout masks.

A book when i was 5.
A pen as a sixth finger.
A mother's kiss.
A family of hundreds.

and in the end i asked for love.. .



I'm hurt.
Feels like there's something in me that died.

I don't deserve this.



I'm not emo or wallowing in self pity.

I'm just so hurt.