Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Pissed and drained

Hey guys,
I'm pissed.
It's been a bad day.
Seriously..
F**K you CDC debate council.

This my shit.
Came to school as usual..early
Sat down for some green tea.
Normal people came and sat around me.
Then Sethu came.. .
Came with bad news..

First thing he Said.
"we can't enter the debates"
Thats all he had to say.
My sunshine just dimmed 5 notches... ..

All the hard work.
All the effort..
Just gone in an instant.

You know what realy hurt.
All our speeches were ready.
ALL OUR BLOODY SCRIPTS WERE R-E-A-D-Y!!
I had just re-written my script then transferred all the shit i wrote in to my debate book
All this after 3hrs of bio and e-maths.
Plus i had actually timed the bloody speech exactly down to 5 mins.
All this was done..
Only to get a slap in the face a coupla hours later..
Goddamn it!!!

Well like i said that ruined my day.
Tried to concentrate on my lessons.

Tried..

Skipped Well-being day again.
Gonna run with Ding and the rest some other time.

Met Serena and Nick at the Bus-stop coincidentally
The three of us then went on to meet Ding at Popular northpoint.
Basically hung-out with the group for a while.
Not our trademark terriblily long idle times at Bk or LJS.
But hey any time with these guys is good.
Beats the hell outta going home all alone and miserable.

It rained
Heavily.
I must be like the only idiot who feels a sense of peace when it rains..
Seriously..
I just stared at the rain drops all the way home
Lost in thought.
Thinking..
About my studies..
About my friends..
Family..
Thinking about her..

Sigh..
I'm out guys..

Note: Joann please do yourself a favour and get some good friends...like diyanah or well....me