Debate to depression

Hey guys,
Depressed
You can probably guess that the debate yesterday didn't go well
We came in 6th

I'm blameing one individual
For HIS sake i'm not gonna mention HIS name
Its no use crying over spilled coffee
(my blog...my expressions...so sue me)
Listen dude-who-bastard-us-at-the-debates...
I suggest you don't approach me in school
I might just kill you..
I'm not the violent type
Then again i've never been this depressed....

Sethu's taking it hard
Zahira's not even responding to us
Rani is murderous
Im with her
Sarah i think you're with us on this one
Damn it

Problems at home too
We never were the brady bunch
But right now we're on the verge of killing each other
At least they are
Mom's got a problem with my sis
dad's got a problem with my mom
sis's got a problem with the world
sigh...
Im all alone
Forced into isolation..

I wish i could tell everyone everything
I wish i could have her beside me now
I wish i could cry away my burdens
But i can't
I've got too much at stake


I need a hug