Confused..again

Hey guys,
The exams went kinda smooth today..
Bio was not too bad considering I put minimum effort in class work
At least this time i could understand most of the questions...
Social studies was good too..
What we learnt came out..
The problem is what did we learn?

After school Nick,Ding and I hooked up with Serena.
Our papers ended at 12.
we were waiting for the sec.3s who came like 20 mins later.
The plan was for the three of us having lunch at LJS yishun..
We walked the woodlands goers to the 965 Bus-stop outside school.
Sent them off then just as we were about to leave we met Joann and Diyanah.
So Now it was 5 people who were hungry and cold (it was raining).
The 5 of us went for lunch.
Same old same old...

We split around 5.30.
Reached home at around 6.15.
Yeah the bus journey was...fast but relaxing..
Did some revision on Physics.
I got paper 2 tomorrow.
(sigh)

Just got off messenger with a good friend.
Lets say she gave me a whole new perspective of my love life.
My seemingly non-existant lovelife.
I'm gonna take her advice seriously and re-think my life...
I'm confused
And because i'm confused...i'm scared
And because i'm scared...i'm lost...
(you get the picture)

Aww great!
Lin xu's online...
He's f***ing nudging me...
I'm just gonna pretend that i don't exist
Just in-case you guys don't know Lin Xu or don't remember him...
Check out my February archives...
I wrote about him under the entry "horny China"
Why that title?
(self explanatory)
sigh...
Later ppl..


I never conqured when it came..
16 just held such better days
Days when i still felt alive
When i couldn't wait to feel her..
Like i couldn't wait to write this poem
To pass the time in my room alone. . .