Butter

Hello there,
Today was slow.
Went for that pathetic class in the morning.Then went out and had lunch with the girls.
Came home to see that my Cuz Brother was making use of my lovely bed.
...
I'm missing butter more lately.
Oh and by the way "butter" is the girl i think i like.
No i won't say her Name.
Anyways...
I'm missing butter more lately.
She was troubled the last time i saw her...
Problems at home perhaps..
You know,i haven't felt like this for a girl in a loooong time.
It's like you're ok when she's not around...
But when she's around and she leaves the room..I can feel this vaccume in my heart.
Hurts..
But i don't know if she'll like me..
And i don't want to complicate her life..
She got bigger commitments i think...
I'll wait..
Yes gary...Our lives are screwed..